I need my best friend right now, I don’t know what’s going on with you but I’ve moved to this foreign country everything is different and I’m trying my best to settle in and have fun but where are you? I really thought this would work, I really thought you would be there for me just to ask how my days been or how I am, if I’m ok, if I’m enjoying it, who my friends are, anything. You ask me nothing. Do you not care? Do you not want to know? I just cant understand this. A huge void has grown between us and I’m trying my best to close it, I’m trying so hard but you are just pushing it even further apart. I cant do this anymore. I’m sick and tired of waiting. Waiting for you to care. Waiting for you to let me know you’re there for me. that’s all I ask just look out for me. I’m you’re girlfriend and I’m alone right now. I’m so alone. I’m always here for you always, my duties don’t stop. I think yours stopped a long time ago. It really doesn’t take much effort to care. 

I carry your heart with me.

i carry your heart with me.

enjoy right now

if you worry about tomorrow, you will miss what's happening right now

and forget to enjoy it. 

out of my hands

when you give someone your heart, be very careful. Once you've given it away it's extremely hard to claim it back. Actually I believe you can't, once it's gone it's gone. Losing your heart is great, someone has the power to love you like nobody else can, but they also have the power to crush it and gradually over time break little parts of it. I've given mine away, and I wish and hope it will be protected, it's out of my hands now.

don't forget to smile